Why in the hell do I keep getting thrown away? What am I doing wrong? What am I doing to force people to act in such a way that they feel that there’s nothing they can do or that I can do to make things better? Not even be able to talk about it and just throw me away as if there was nothing there at all. Why am I always the one trying to fight for something and no one tries to fight for me? Am I not worth it at all? What exactly is my worth to people? Why do I have to go through all this again? Getting sick of all this shit. Getting tired of being the only one trying to keep something. Getting tired of being thrown away without even a fight. Just tired of everything..
